I trusted you. I needed you and you just go on living your life for your self. I am in the darkest moments of my life and you don’t even care. I got taken advantage of and you shrugged. You don’t understand the dark thoughts eating at me ever waking moment. And on that one night…each pill that trickled down my throat in hope that that would be the last night i fell asleep. sadly my eyes opened the next day. more pills next time. but your too selfish to understand. don’t worry about me, ill get through this…without you. not like you even cared in the first place. i should have died that night and i wish i did.